indecadence: (Default)
cas ([personal profile] indecadence) wrote2013-05-24 08:48 pm
Entry tags:

[ic contact]

( EXIT VOID )
cas@compass.net (1) (no subject) week 4|day 7
cas@compass.net (0) Re: Mission day|time
cas@compass.net (2) [text] week 6|day 2


E-MAILS TEXTS
eyeofthetiger: (hand over that pie & no one gets hurt)

[ action ] no never!!

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-03 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Dean held still, barely able to hear that softly spoken question because, frankly, that's what this all boiled down too right? What value did this Cas have to the Dean that hadn't been there for him when the times got tough and then some.

Dean didn't know that history and much as it pained him, it rankled. ]


You can be of plenty of use. Much as I hate to admit it, you probably know more about how to survive in a place like Haven then the rest of us do. Heck, you've practically lived six months out in the boonies when the rest of us don't dare step outside the apartments. I think you've got plenty of value.

[ and that was a start and Dean was desperate to hold on to anything. Too much had changed, too much was changing to keep pretending this was it and that was that and things were eventually going to get back to normal. So he might as well work with what he had. ]
eyeofthetiger: (head to toe with an angel (Zach))

[ action ]

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-04 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Dean's sitting pretty uncomfortable now that he's got Cas' full attention finally and it shows in how he rubs his hands down the front of his jeans. ]

No, if I wanted the grunts mobilized, I think we're better off asking for volunteers. Different people, different customs, you never know what's gonna work. No, what I need is for you to remember what it's like to be part of a team because believe it or not, we're in this together.

[ which was the whole crux of the matter. They couldn't choose who they wanted, but regardless, there was a bond there, however tenuous, however nebulous, however fucked up and that was all there was to it. Breaking it, on the other hand, well... They've already tried their damndest to do that. It didn't work. ]
eyeofthetiger: (the michael look - aka SERIOUS)

[ action ]

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-04 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Except what you're asking is for Dean to be the leader. He was never very good at that. Too much responsibility, too many lives lost. It killed him each time and then he buried that too. He had a whole graveyard full of regrets and the bones just kept on piling. But he looked Cas straight in the eye, burying yet another fear, another regret with all the rest and his jaw firmed up and his gaze turned hard and he nodded. ]

Yeah, that's what I want. If we're gonna get torn apart and eaten by the crows, I think it's about time we started doing it on our terms, don't you think? Wouldn't you rather choose your death rather then just wait for it?

[ how much longer are you going to be the observer, the chronicler? Dean knew what kind of shitty life that lead to. And like Cas kept pointing out. He was no longer an angel. There was no need to keep being the guardian. He could be the friend instead. ]
clawstrophobic: (like no one ever was)

Week 7, Day 5

[personal profile] clawstrophobic 2013-11-05 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[He should leave well enough alone.

He shouldn't lean on Castiel. Shouldn't be taking this shit to his doorstep.

But fuck.
]

it got me

[The power stealing virus bullshit. He is so mad, still. Even after finding some solace in others earlier in the week. Mad and helpless. So. Time to bug That Guy. Because Castiel's leaned on him. Equal trade.]
clawstrophobic: (something's wrong you're still talking)

[personal profile] clawstrophobic 2013-11-05 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
[there are so many snarky retorts to that simple question. so. so many to choose from.

Isaac picks the simplest. bonus is it can be read nicely, if the other's of a mind for it.
]

not really
clawstrophobic: (just you and me now giant tank of ice)

[personal profile] clawstrophobic 2013-11-05 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[is he serious? of course he's serious.]

i feel like i lost a limb
eyeofthetiger: (no quarter)

[ action ]

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-07 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ And he remembered. Cas had hinted, suggested before the end. He had known he was walking to his death and he did it all for him. It ranked to high heaven and Dean's expression showed it for a brief moment. Him and the other guy had never quite gotten along. And for good reason. It just took Dean a really long time to remember why. ]

Of course it'll make a difference. Since when have the three of us ever failed when we put our minds to it, right?

[ Dean went straight for the half cocked smile, suddenly returning to his feet and dusting off his hands because, in the end, wasn't that what caused the whole bad situation for Cas and Dean in that other time? Dean had given up and then the world just fell part. It's almost scary to admit how close he got to that a second time,even a third. It chilled him straight down to his bones.

But he was smiling and to cover up the unease curling into his shoulders, he gestured randomly at the room. ]


And, since we're putting in the effort, how about we find you a better place to stay, huh? This one kind of reeks. [ not really Cas' fault, but Dean had to turn aside the moment somehow. It was getting uncomfortably close to true leadership and he wasn't a hundred percent sure he was ready for that. Not with him as he was. But he could certainly start taking steps to work on it. ]
gained_a_level: ([ neutral ] profile)

[personal profile] gained_a_level 2013-11-11 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This is pretty much the worst day ever. Castiel never quite understood how life was pain until now. There was always something uncomfortable or off or too intense, even loud sounds of humanity going about it's daily routine seemed oppressive to extremes.

It took several tries to get himself to come here before he arrived at his door, and even his shoulder seems to slump at the added weight of Cas' hand on it. ]


I don't know. [ The now former angel looks somewhat defeated. ] I thought since... you've experienced this before...
eyeofthetiger: (biting lip stare)

November 11th

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-17 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Dean's just gonna straight to the chase because he's getting tired of voice mail Russian roulette. ]

Look, if you don't pick up this phone in the next fifteen seconds, I'm gonna run down to your lair and throw petrified dog poop all over your bed. And don't you dare think that I won't!
eyeofthetiger: (biting back the words)

[ voice ]

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-17 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ after only about fifteen minutes, Dean's calling again. ]

Look, shit, I'm sorry. Just pick up the damn phone, will you? I'm getting sick of this.

[ sorry, Cas. You're just the one Dean's picking on today. ]
eyeofthetiger: (no quarter)

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-17 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ after about an hour and no call and... crap ]

All right. So maybe I shouldn't have threatened to mess up your pad, but I think you should know that you ain't the only one skipping out of town. Sam's gone and I think Rosie is too. If the three if you ain't off on a lark somewhere, I'm gonna be pissed!
eyeofthetiger: (I'd die for you)

/done!

[personal profile] eyeofthetiger 2013-11-17 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ much, much later... ]

All right, since you three ain't the only ones missing and I'm willing to give you the benefit of the doubt. Just give me a ring when you get this. Because if you don't, I may have to strangle you.

[ and then he hangs up because frustrated Dean is frustrated. Which means it's time to go cry on Jo's shoulder— I mean... Time to tell her the news. ]
vaultpaladin: (pic#6659694)

EV: week 8 1/many

[personal profile] vaultpaladin 2013-11-21 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
CONTACT: lone.wanderer@compass.net
MESSAGE: Hey, are you busy?
vaultpaladin: (pic#6659688)

[personal profile] vaultpaladin 2013-11-21 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[About an hour later...]

MESSAGE: Cas? Are you there?
vaultpaladin: citycalmdown@IJ (pic#6659708)

[personal profile] vaultpaladin 2013-11-21 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[And another hour after that.]

MESSAGE: Cas, if you get this, please text me. Or drop by my room or something. Just let me know you're okay.

Page 6 of 23