[ it only takes a few words -- he has what i can't give you -- and dean's spinning them, pinning cas to the wall behind him with his own body. his mouth finds cas', hovers just inches above. ]
No, he doesn't.
[ he wants to bite the words from cas' mouth before they ever have a chance to fall, but he knows this all needs to be said, and now. but it... almost pains him, twinges something in him that makes him wish there was no need to ever say something like this. before, back in their world, dean might have cast castiel aside at the chance of the angel, to use him against the devil, to use him him in every way.
but not here.
not now.
not anymore. ]
You don't have to chase me. Not if... not if you're honest with me. No secrets, remember?
[ because that's why he'd cast cas out the last time. he hadn't enjoyed it, not one bit, but it had been because of the betrayal, of the lies and activity with lucifer more than anything. but since they were past that, since he can now press himself flush against cas, feel the blazing heat of him through his clothes, see the beads of water, the damp hair-- could just lean in and lick away...
it's not going to happen, not unless cas himself invites trouble into their life. ]
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No, he doesn't.
[ he wants to bite the words from cas' mouth before they ever have a chance to fall, but he knows this all needs to be said, and now. but it... almost pains him, twinges something in him that makes him wish there was no need to ever say something like this. before, back in their world, dean might have cast castiel aside at the chance of the angel, to use him against the devil, to use him him in every way.
but not here.
not now.
not anymore. ]
You don't have to chase me. Not if... not if you're honest with me. No secrets, remember?
[ because that's why he'd cast cas out the last time. he hadn't enjoyed it, not one bit, but it had been because of the betrayal, of the lies and activity with lucifer more than anything. but since they were past that, since he can now press himself flush against cas, feel the blazing heat of him through his clothes, see the beads of water, the damp hair-- could just lean in and lick away...
it's not going to happen, not unless cas himself invites trouble into their life. ]
Alright?