[ He doesn't get it, and he doesn't want to. There's something strange about all of this, something that isn't being explained to him, and it's like-- This is another secret building up between them. They'd promised each other, and perhaps it's stupid to cling to things that had been said during better moments but... But. ]
Of course it matters. We're in this together, and we-- [ He breaks to pause, breathe. Take in the line of his back. ] What's wrong with you?
[ There's a hint of unknown in the tone of his voice, fear and partial desperation. He doesn't want to be left. He doesn't want to be alone. He'd had nothing, no one at all, and it's like Dean is forcing it upon him again, like he's punishing him for not being fast enough or not being able to save him or being so incredibly useless.
Castiel doesn't stand there to be ignored, using his free hand to reach out and curl around Dean's arm. Heavy, firm. This isn't right, and he's calling him on it. ]
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[ He doesn't get it, and he doesn't want to. There's something strange about all of this, something that isn't being explained to him, and it's like-- This is another secret building up between them. They'd promised each other, and perhaps it's stupid to cling to things that had been said during better moments but... But. ]
Of course it matters. We're in this together, and we-- [ He breaks to pause, breathe. Take in the line of his back. ] What's wrong with you?
[ There's a hint of unknown in the tone of his voice, fear and partial desperation. He doesn't want to be left. He doesn't want to be alone. He'd had nothing, no one at all, and it's like Dean is forcing it upon him again, like he's punishing him for not being fast enough or not being able to save him or being so incredibly useless.
Castiel doesn't stand there to be ignored, using his free hand to reach out and curl around Dean's arm. Heavy, firm. This isn't right, and he's calling him on it. ]