I thought he- [ his voice doesn't sound quite like it should though, so he bites the rest back. it had never supposed to have been sam. he's been hunting the devil for so long now, has seen what that thing has done to his brother's body, how its walked around wearing the face of the one and only person dearest to dean. he'd long since given up on hoping that there might be some way to get sam back, that one day he might be whole again with sam by his side. no, it had turned into a single goal orientated mission; kill lucifer.
no saving sam when there was no sam to be saved.
and yet here-- here he'd managed to shoot him not too many weeks into their stay.
dean wants to laugh at it all, yet the warmth of cas' hand over his startles him. ]
You don't know that. [ it would be the ultimate punishment now if sam didn't come back. he deserves it tenfold, has little hope of his brother's return. he'd lost sam years ago due to poor decisions, so what would change now that he'd finally, to the very last detail, been the one to snuff him out? ]
action.
I thought he- [ his voice doesn't sound quite like it should though, so he bites the rest back. it had never supposed to have been sam. he's been hunting the devil for so long now, has seen what that thing has done to his brother's body, how its walked around wearing the face of the one and only person dearest to dean. he'd long since given up on hoping that there might be some way to get sam back, that one day he might be whole again with sam by his side. no, it had turned into a single goal orientated mission; kill lucifer.
no saving sam when there was no sam to be saved.
and yet here-- here he'd managed to shoot him not too many weeks into their stay.
dean wants to laugh at it all, yet the warmth of cas' hand over his startles him. ]
You don't know that. [ it would be the ultimate punishment now if sam didn't come back. he deserves it tenfold, has little hope of his brother's return. he'd lost sam years ago due to poor decisions, so what would change now that he'd finally, to the very last detail, been the one to snuff him out? ]