dean doesn't know. he pretends to, but honestly in this place, this city, he doesn't know much. everything's been turned on its head, and it's left him lost for the most part. ]
Probably.
[ maybe he would have tried to find another way, but then again, maybe not. if anything, he'd like to think he wouldn't have sacrificed cas for a shot at the devil, but at the same time, he'd been so blinded by that need to kill lucifer it might have still killed their friendship. it's a lot of ifs and buts and maybes, all things cas has a right to ask even if dean wishes he wouldn't.
he sighs some then, another wave of fatigue hitting him. this is nice though, them like this, it leaves dean feeling like he can't move-- doesn't even want to. he could just about fall asleep like this for once, the normal paranoia and wariness that keeps him awake at nights dulled right then.
still, he ends up asking quietly; ]
Would you be happier if we were still like the other two?
never!!!!
dean doesn't know. he pretends to, but honestly in this place, this city, he doesn't know much. everything's been turned on its head, and it's left him lost for the most part. ]
Probably.
[ maybe he would have tried to find another way, but then again, maybe not. if anything, he'd like to think he wouldn't have sacrificed cas for a shot at the devil, but at the same time, he'd been so blinded by that need to kill lucifer it might have still killed their friendship. it's a lot of ifs and buts and maybes, all things cas has a right to ask even if dean wishes he wouldn't.
he sighs some then, another wave of fatigue hitting him. this is nice though, them like this, it leaves dean feeling like he can't move-- doesn't even want to. he could just about fall asleep like this for once, the normal paranoia and wariness that keeps him awake at nights dulled right then.
still, he ends up asking quietly; ]
Would you be happier if we were still like the other two?