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Comments

[perkynipples]

he comes near sam again and he knows what happens.

i'm not gonna kill him, cas.

[ and cas- this cas, should know exactly what that means ]

[indecadence]

[ He does--it burns right through him. ]

And I suppose we will have a problem if it comes to that.

[perkynipples]

not if you help me out.

1/2

[indecadence]

I can't. I

[indecadence]

You don't have to ask something of me I have always done, but Sam is his brother too.

[perkynipples]

like HELL he is

hes not his brother. he lost any right to call him brother when he failed him and let him get worn around by lucifer

he lost ANY right to call him anything when he gunned sam down

no one owes him any goddamn thing

[indecadence]

He is not the only one to blame for what happened. We did what we could. You weren't there. You don't know.

What you're asking is... impossible.

[perkynipples]

it wasn't enough, obviously. he should have done more.

you dont owe him ANYTHING cas. dude leads you into a meat grinder and you what, follow him some more 'cause if once was good then the second time is go better?

1/2

[indecadence]

Do you honestly believe that will change things?

This is what we are. It's what we--

[indecadence]

You die for family. No regrets.

[perkynipples]

i die for family.

i dont make them die because im too chickenshit to figure out another way

i dont lead them into that mess just cause i dont want to come out alive.

[indecadence]

And what would you have done differently? He is not responsible for the choices I made.

[perkynipples]

he helped. hes part of why this happened

[indecadence]

A part - not the entirety of it.

You shouldn't hate him for what we had to adapt to. It's all we had left.

[perkynipples]

he fucked up

stop making excuses for him.

[indecadence]

It's not an excuse. You're just not listening.

[perkynipples]

no im listening plenty.

youre making excuses for a guy who wont care youre doing it.

he'll just get you killed again and it wont mean a goddamn thing.

[indecadence]

And you would?

I do this for you, and it really would mean nothing. He is my only friend.

[perkynipples]

you think im pissed because i dont care?

and it never occurred to you that maybe you could do better

1/2

[indecadence]

No, but it will still end the same.

[indecadence]

And who would be better? You?

[perkynipples]

i didnt say that.

youve got about a hundred other people here that arent us. i mean, SAM is a better option

[indecadence]

I should think Sam would like space after what's happened.

[ Actually volunteering your brother's friendship? How nice. ]

[perkynipples]

conveniently im not saying you should be bffs with him. im saying hes a helluva lot less likely to get you killed

[indecadence]

I'll think about it.

He doesn't know who I am, and he's unaware of the history we share. It wouldn't be unusual for him to say no.