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[indecadence]

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[perkynipples]

[ wait what. ]

he's missing? how long?

1/2

[indecadence]

I do what I can, and regardless of your own involvement, or lack thereof, it doesn't mean I haven't done anything for you.

[indecadence]

A day or so. He could be ignoring me, but I doubt it would continue on this long.

[perkynipples]

i didn't know defending an asshole was helpful. you know it doesn't count as being helpful toward me if you're just going with whatever he says. might be my name but it's not my ass you're kissing.

a day is "this long"?

[indecadence]

I don't listen to everything he says. And I hardly owe you that.

He wanted to let Michael in, and I tried to persuade him otherwise. That was over a week ago.

[perkynipples]

you should've picked up that habit before he got you killed, not after.

jesus. did he do it?

[indecadence]

Don't say that as if you understand my choices and why I made them. You don't. [ He's so aggravated, he nearly forgets to answer. But the next message he sends is curt nonetheless: ]

Ask Michael.

[perkynipples]

i don't understand, maybe you should explain them.

[indecadence]

Would it make a difference?

[perkynipples]

i'd like to have an idea about what the hell you're thinking half the time

[indecadence]

[ At least there's that. Castiel sits on it for a while, toying with the truth and its necessity here. Because he's Dean doesn't mean anything; it's memories that count, and he has so few with this one. Even before Zelien, they are skewed. ]

What choices would you make if you had nothing left to lose?

[perkynipples]

[ Yeah, that's not an easy question. ]

i've seen the choices i'd make

i wouldn't make the same ones.

[indecadence]

You can't be certain of that.

What I did - it wasn't out of obligation or necessity. I would like to think he would have done the same.

[ Then. Maybe. ]

[perkynipples]

i DIDN'T.

why the hell did you do it, then?

[indecadence]

Take a guess.

[ He's not going to make it easy, sorry. ]

[perkynipples]

because his suicidal tendencies are contagious? life's just too hard to live without his cheerful, winning personality?

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[indecadence]

He's my friend.

[indecadence]

For the longest time, all we had was each other. Surely you understand that.

[perkynipples]

i like how you didn't deny that.

he doesn't need you protecting him. he needs you calling him on his shit.

[indecadence]

I have.

What we do when we're alone and what you see are two different things. But it doesn't matter - he still does as he likes.

[perkynipples]

[ Well, he can believe that last bit. ]

what are you gonna do if he says yes and michael says okay?

[indecadence]

I don't know. [ There's a lag before the next message. ] What would you do?

[perkynipples]

if he says yes i'm gonna lock both of them up until we find a way out of here.

[indecadence]

You realize that could be a very long time from then.

[ If ever. ]

[perkynipples]

i'm not real broken up at the idea of them being on lockdown for a while