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[indecadence]

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Comments

[perkynipples]

yeah okay of course why does it matter

it's just sam. not like you ever gave two shits about him dunno what i was thinking

[indecadence]

Don't patronize me. You have no right to assume what it is I feel for Sam. [ A pause, and he adds: ]

He is my friend, and I tried to do what you couldn't.

[perkynipples]

if you care so much, where the hell were you? you know the hardon hes got for icing lucifer.

you KNOW, cas so where were you

[indecadence]

We were separated from the start, Dean. Everyone was dying.

[ And he tried to join them. ]

1/2

[perkynipples]

sure seems like he had enough time to track him down

[perkynipples]

you know what whatever. thats not why i'm texting you.

you need to keep an eye on him.

both eyes.

[indecadence]

Why? I don't owe you any favors.

[perkynipples]

'cause sam doesn't need to get gunned down again. he deserves better than any of this mess.

[indecadence]

I could try, but I can't guarantee it won't happen again.

[perkynipples]

he comes near sam again and he knows what happens.

i'm not gonna kill him, cas.

[ and cas- this cas, should know exactly what that means ]

[indecadence]

[ He does--it burns right through him. ]

And I suppose we will have a problem if it comes to that.

[perkynipples]

not if you help me out.

1/2

[indecadence]

I can't. I

[indecadence]

You don't have to ask something of me I have always done, but Sam is his brother too.

[perkynipples]

like HELL he is

hes not his brother. he lost any right to call him brother when he failed him and let him get worn around by lucifer

he lost ANY right to call him anything when he gunned sam down

no one owes him any goddamn thing

[indecadence]

He is not the only one to blame for what happened. We did what we could. You weren't there. You don't know.

What you're asking is... impossible.

[perkynipples]

it wasn't enough, obviously. he should have done more.

you dont owe him ANYTHING cas. dude leads you into a meat grinder and you what, follow him some more 'cause if once was good then the second time is go better?

1/2

[indecadence]

Do you honestly believe that will change things?

This is what we are. It's what we--

[indecadence]

You die for family. No regrets.

[perkynipples]

i die for family.

i dont make them die because im too chickenshit to figure out another way

i dont lead them into that mess just cause i dont want to come out alive.

[indecadence]

And what would you have done differently? He is not responsible for the choices I made.

[perkynipples]

he helped. hes part of why this happened

[indecadence]

A part - not the entirety of it.

You shouldn't hate him for what we had to adapt to. It's all we had left.

[perkynipples]

he fucked up

stop making excuses for him.

[indecadence]

It's not an excuse. You're just not listening.